well hello again... i know im shit at keeping this up but hey it an't my fault im busy as
with work
music
work
orchestra
work
band
did i mention work
McWHore thats me...
[ note to scott ( you know which one u are) if u find this site u are so a stalker]
i broke a db..
i was heart broken
i broke the toothpick
tony wants me to join freaks again... like hell
there are 26 pplz in there...
down from what like 1500 when i was in
sammiz party was awesome... lol... "dude yoiur gf's hot"... poor liam...
OMG OMG OMG AUDACITY GOT A GIG
( formally beautiful collision)
3RD SEPTEMBER FOR MONICA TRAPEGA'S PRIVATE PARTY...
CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my head hurts...
hey i got my kit home 2day
so much to tell so lil time
chosen my electives
music 2
english avd
physics
business
art
ancient history
......
going to switchfoot anagin on the 30th...
so much to tell so lil time...
i think im in love again... but time will tell...
love Laa
Posted at 11:21 pm by laeeqa-jade
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stranded in hell
till death do me part
swallowed hole
by the beast
unnoticed
unaccepted
dreams broken
depression sinking
dead words
dead brain
dead body
seeing the light but not able to move
a happy sadness
drained from within
then brewed to perfection
creating satans early morning coffee
on his desk
evapouration
back to you
found the money
found me too
finding my legs
and pushing through
till the morning comes
Posted at 03:30 pm by laeeqa-jade
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ok 2day i was soooooo bored...
i looked up laeeqa in the yahoo serch box... and omg
10 out of 17 were actually refering to me
laeeqa jade rowell of strathfield girls
its scarey because the first entry is a hansards recording of the legislative council..
and its me
the actual person
i didn't even know about it till today..
well i heard from the principal Neil "Burns" " Turtle" "Zombie" Bishop that virginia judge said some stuff... BUT THEY DIDN'T INFORM US THAT IT WOULD BE POSTED ON THE NET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to be invisible again
for all that are interested this is the search results link
http://au.search.yahoo.com/search?p=laeeqa&ei=UTF-8&fl=0&vc=countryAU&x=wrt&meta=atw
Posted at 04:21 pm by laeeqa-jade
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today
nothing in particular
words unspoken
wounds unbroken
souls taken
they have mistaken
wait
wait
wish
hope
pray
god exists at this point
love
wait
wait
wish
hop
prey
promises made
promises kept
good luck
ill be there
amore laa
Posted at 09:29 pm by laeeqa-jade
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as i crawll up in a ball
in the corner of my darkend room
i remember
as i stand on stage
singing
a song about you
i remember
as i place the buger
on the brown tray
i remember
remember me
remember you
remember them
remember the day
the night
the time
the minute
the moment
the courage
the praise
the wish
the candles
the flames
the cake
the table
remember the life
the moon
the sun
the rain
the cloud
wish away lost fantasies
i'm back as u guessed
and blogging cuz im bored
i wish i had more to talk about , i wrote a song today.. i think i called it night crawller... but im uncertain... holidays started yesturday... 2 weeks of boredom...i was looking forward to kyles concert... but now i can't go... cuz it was moved to 5pm on the 16th... god don't you hate that....
i have to babysit laura and jack that night....
OMG guess wat.. Grace "Missy" was born yesturday....she is soo beautiful... Congrats to just and len.. my 3rd god sibling....nina with len and Rubzsta and Syd with unci greg and aunti suzz
i am still morning the death of myself
i should let it go... it has been 3 years ...almost.....
and finally i leave you for today.. but i will be back... and won't leave ya hanging...
love laa
hey visit my site
http://jade-dead.piczo.com
Posted at 07:34 pm by laeeqa-jade
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At school
Pain
Playing music
Pain
In calss
Pain
On bus
Pain
At Home
Pain
In my room
Pain
On the street
Pain
Through the night
Pain
In my dreams
Pain
With you
Released
Posted at 04:22 pm by laeeqa-jade
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switchfoot was awesome you had to be there moshing in the crowd.... ah heaven....love laa
Posted at 01:15 pm by laeeqa-jade
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we are back
at the place
where each
and everyone
of us
become clones
and conform
into uniform
into behaviour
into rules
regulations
hair back
sit up straight
do what is expected of u
have no mind of your own
but the time is now
BREAK OUT
she is gone
we will live without you.. but we don't want too...peace out
Posted at 04:54 pm by laeeqa-jade
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i got a drum kit... ner ner ni ner ner
and it is situated right next door to where i work..
bang the shit out of it after a day of hard labour
mwahz
Posted at 03:38 pm by laeeqa-jade
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hello
longtime no see
hello
not the same for me
i've seen you around
i've seen you
on the ground of hate
and dispare
and torture
i was there
go away
leave me alone
never return
i hate you
i love you back
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hello my loveliez...im back in the big shit
i miss the ocean already....
take me back
working from 9 to 5 is not my style..
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i am me
i am nosestud
i am guitar
i am moussaka
i am double bass
i am ocean
i am confined
i am broken
i am scared
i am torn
let me fly
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beautiful collision rehersal on the 26th...
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day 2
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Posted at 06:12 pm by laeeqa-jade
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